Monday, March 28, 2011

Come Rain or Come SHine

Morning To A new Week

Coffee is better than I remember
this time last week
so I'm thinkin
Memories dim from day to day
and
week to week

And
the green is greener this morning
after gentle rains of last night
and
storms of life for many last week as well.

Come rain of come shine
I can' help but remind me and you
"storms never last ... do they?"

But those storms can take us by surprise and be fierce
when they come from what seems to be no where
at the time.
As can cumulative effects of storms
or
angst, or pain untreated by illness or circumstance
or
from the poor or ugly treatment
or
mistreatment of others.
I'm thinking one of the worst things in the world is that of ugliness that is suffered by the hands of others in this world of ours; and when added that it is
dealt by the hands of those we love
it can take quite a toll on the system
just like illness, and like over extended our bodies
to limits of an athlete for those of us
who do not have bodies that are primed and trained
as great athletes?
Does that make sense?
There have been times
I have been thought of to talk in rhymes
and
when my story-telling is hard to understand for some
as I blend stories to connect to real life situations...
That is amazing still at times to me
since when using similar stories
to those in situations of trauma, shock and real life
crisis
have through the years understand
the weavings as though they were fine crystal
have understand clearly the metaphors
and the stories of
"storms never lasting"
and things like
"somedays you are the headlight, and somedays you are the bugs"

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Come Rain or Come Shine was a great song back in the day, with lyrics that millions loved...
AND
Come Rain or come shine
is a great thought to start the week I'm thinking.
It all starts within if you remember
with "that which resides within YOU"
the Universal Oneness of that within loves you
and
allows you to thrive and survive great sorrows
greater dissapointments in life, and in others.
YOU
are your greatest resource
and
only you can weather the storms of life
and continue to believe
in
you and in your dreams and realities.
BUT
you must first put on your oxygen mask
and
Breathe deeply, practicing self care and
attend to that which is most important in life:
and that is
YOU.
Storms of life,
also known as;
pain, illness, "dis-Ease" caused by others and hurtful words, actions, and otherwise "things of this world"
must be the first priority, and then
you are able to
SHINE
to hear and to see
and to be able to acknowledge the possibilities
of the world around you and its challenges.
It is only then that you can embrace self and others
taking a stand for you.
"If you do not stand for something you will fall for anything"

The challenges are great in life, there will always be others attempting to throw knives at your dreams and unfortunately at those who are the dreamers.
BUT
that is where resiliency comes in.
However in order for a person to outshine the sun
and to be able to
"dance in the rain"
rather than hide inside afraid of getting wet in the rain.
YOU must be feeling well enough
be strong enough to stand.
AND
that my friends being brave enough
to attend to yourself with kindness
and
to seek assistance, to go and find a doctor when needed, a therapist when needed,
and
to
remember
"there is no shame in asking for what you need"
Of course
you also have to be rested and out of pain enough
to be able to hear and to absorb what is said
when you ask and when you are doing all these things.
Cos'
I tell you
exhaustion, trauma, pain, and illness
can take you away from ration and from the ability
to function and to receive what you want and need.
Sometimes
you just need to lay still and
"sit with it for about three days" and let yourself
catch up to your body
and
rest.
Our bodies have a remarkable way of listening to our brain when they join together and say:
"STOP" you have abused me enough!
I am going to create on hell uv a storm,
one that makes you lay down and just "be"
so that you really get it.
there is balance to maintain,
and
sometimes
We can only shine through the rain
if we
"sit with it"

Oh boy, I bet I have confused those who do not understand my words good today!

I heard from some lovely people over the week-end by email; thank you for thinking of me.
And to dotti up North; congratualtions on a successful eye surgery>>> bet the world is a brighter place for you!
Welcome home from NY Chris, hope the Oncologist had great reports for you Warrior!
Sissy Two Wolves in South Dakota hope that bug has left the state and the "red nose is leaving as well Rudolf"
EE in Co, HOPE the dream is alive and the land is on its way to you.
STOMP
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So then
there you go.

The sage is filling the air, with thoughts of healing ways on the winds to all who know who they are
as the week begins froma freshly washed by the rains
Florida home and area here.
May your week be filled with love, hope, dreams
that you claim and make your own
Here's to your greatest realities!

STOMP
The fire is burning brightly, its embers are hot.
Blessings to all.
Walk in Beauty,
DRSES
author of
Healing Heartaches, Stories of Loss and Life

Sunday, March 27, 2011

THE MOCAASIN TELEGRAH

Mom's Hand
Granny's table, Granny's ring, my bracelet
Krumpled Kleenex

Sunday Morning
blessings to all

"Our Ancestors depended on each other to survive, to thrive" Perhaps we need to dig deep, to listen hard to their messages know that come on the winds, through the trees and in our hearts;
 to depend on that knowledge and their messages sent even now and allow them
 to heal us,
 to give us strength
 to move on, to stand straight and to know,
we
are survivors,
 and we choose to thrive.
Like the great willow
we may bend but we will not be broken.

Good morning friends on this Sunday morning
as
the coffee is hot and good,
the day about to begin for many
while others around the globe are in full swing.
Many are waking
renewed, with new understandings
new
Passion for their lives
many are making great decisions today
while others are
laid back in Sunday mode.
Whatever you are doing
and wherever you are,
I wish you all that you dare to dream
and
HOPE to be.

Blessings and right way relations for all as
the fire bowl is fired up,
the sage is filling the air this morning
with prayers
on the winds.
STOMP

Prayers of strength on the winds today to
Kelly TwoWolves out in South Dakota who is sill recovering from that awful bug that has her down
and with "rudolf's nose of RED"

For Laura and Mitch strength and prayers of healing ways,

For those at
Wounded Knee continued healing of spirit
as they move through this day
with the beauty of spirit and gentle winds to caress their spirits and heal their souls.


To those who have served and are serving this great Nation, I thank you and your families.






We BELIEVE IN YOU.






WE THANK YOU. WE WANT YOU HOME SAFELY.


We are together in prayer, in thoughts of all that is needed to remind you we are WARRIORS...


Remember that others opinions of you, are just that > their opinions, not your reality! You are you, that is truer than true, after all Dr Seuss said it! You believe it, let your knowledge of you be your truth!






We stand with you on the journey beside you, along with some powerful angels both here and in the next place, the other side.


May you find comfort in knowing we are with you always:


AND for that I give thanks, and so it is!
FOR:


Officer Crawford, his family of the ST. Petersburg Police Department, the Chief there and all who serve;
STOMP";


Walter Littlemoon, Jane, Laura, Mitch, Jenn, Chirs, Mary, Taft, Martha Deaver, Morris, Rose Brick, The Baitinger Family, The Yaslowitz Family, The St Petersbug PD, Congresswoman Gabbie and her family, those in Arizona, those who are mourning the loss of lives there ~ We are with you...


Dahlee in NJ, Judy Kelley, beloved husband and family,
Jennifer, (now being watched over by her beloved husband and child), Norma, EE, Little Cub to CJ and Angel eyes Jack, Daniel, Dave, Cindy and Steve, Marty, Sweet Pea and Pie Face, Florence,
2 Wolves and Jinx in SD,
Judy W and her 4 sons up there in New England, [we are with you, along with those that are standing with Doug in the Thin Blue Line, watching over you]


Cherokee Wick, Benni, Gayle, Jonathan, Great Aunt Effie, Marilyn Warren, Ilene, Tweak and Chris, Hannah Sherabow, Pam C. and family, Susan S., Angela A., Nancy W, Sue G, Kelly and family,Mato Oyate Kola, Susan Brouse, Cindy and Stevie, Kim, Olatz, EVB, Guin, Yiva, Mary, Sandra and family, Christina Hellen, Dotti B., Susan and Greg, Amy, Becky and Barry Long, Christina, Matt and children, Aaron, Lisa and family, Freda, Linda Katie, Pat D, Tink and Mitch, LITTLE Ben, Jerry, Trish, Barb, Anastasia, Mary, Rylee, Lindsay, Ann, Sarah, Ruth, Johnny, Bobby and the Tucker Family, The Spraker Family,Kenny H, Michelle, Sandy, Addie and family in Canada, Sandy, BraveHeart, Rowena, Chris, Robyn Elizabeth, Jean, Duke,Rowena, Chris, Baby Robyn Elizabeth, Diane Smallze and family,
The Kocab Family, baby Lilly Nicole Kocab, The Curtis Family, Tarpon PD, those serving here and there in Uniform... Those now walking The Thin Blue Line, (far to many joining that line recently across our Nation),


Mylee, Mikey and family in DC, Jack M & Janis in OC, Stephen, Stuart Wittel on and his parents Sandy and Stuart, Lavie Coltrane and her loving family, Pat in NC, Andrea Gasse and family here and in New England, Ali and family, Randy and Winnie in New Mexico, Jill Wheaton L, Dr Peter in NY, Dr Rev Bev, Irene M, Bernice, Eileen and family, Dorothy, Angela, Elijah, Ode, Linda M, "Southwest VA", Vicki, Matthew and family, Chris, Lovie, Pedro and Our adopted family in BRAZIL, Our North American Black American Bears, Lily NOW HAS twins; Faith and Jason are their names! Those little cubbies are sure making noises and funny on that site! YOU can see them and hear their sounds at http://www.bear.org/






Blessings to all the folks at the NABC, WRI,
AND for:
Joseph, Cathy Madden, Nathan, and her family., Cindy in NC, Liz, Lee, Molly, Joanie, Jude, COFA,Judi, Matthew, Natalia, Matt, Mark's family and many friends , Pat, Irene, Kevin, Dr D, Deb, Randy, Dr B, Isabelle, Kelsey, Sabrina , Charlie and family, Jean, Julie, Rhonda, Victoria, Mildred, Andi and family, Faith, Denise, Jim, Tom, Joey, Shelby friends and family, Judi, Phylis, Joyce, Gina, Tonya, Beverly and Family, Janeth, Melissa,Virginia, Stacey, Elizabeth, Nita, Gary Siegal, Adrienna,Brian Mawbey, the Boyan Family, Jean R and friend Christy Rider, Victoria and hubbie, Stephen, Gayle, Steph, Chris, Erica, Eileen, John, Mindy, Jack, Susan Werth Becken, her brother Mike and family, Craig James Lightfoot and his family, Kenny, Audrey, Ed Saner, Patty Crowley, Bennie, Gail, Jonathan, Moe, Beverly, Dennis, Peter, Trish, Cynthia, Heidi and her family, Kathy Knights family, Edith Vaughn, Candy, Cynthia, Jenn, Eve, Edith, Jason,


and ...


(Feel free to let me know if you would like to add your/or a friends name to our circle)


Please lift these friends family and loved ones of these people in your hearts and prayers ~


YOU can join u today, you can step up, STAND UP, and can choose to to join with us.


STOMP with great HOPE and HAPPINESS!
Know that there are some powerful warriors on this page and in the next place along with some Powerful angels ~


and together we have banded together with the energy, love and support to facilitate healing and hope for so many along their journey...


and for that you should feel just tickled to "life" and great love in connection ~
That is the HOPE in Healing Heartaches ~


Walk In Beauty,
DRSES


http://www.drsherryeshowalter.com/


Wado ~ ~ ~

Saturday, March 26, 2011

It's Been A ride This Week


OH BOY
NEVER HAVE CARED
FOR
THOSE TYPES OF RIDES!!!
BUT
ohhh, HOW EXCITING THEY ARE!!!

"Life is a grand adventure or nothing at all" (Helen Keller said it) but remember she did not see a Roller Coaster like this one, nor did she live in the days of them flying at this pace!

Good morning mornin
as light has just greeted me with a
wonderful cup of coffee
and I swear I just heard the "distinctive screech of the Eagle this morning"
It's been quite a week I tell you.
Mom goes and leaves Florida, leaving the house and my bed, and dishes up to the dogs to tend to and they are doing a terrible job I must just add.
And, I hear that last night, little 9year old Kamryn had a date with Mom to go and enjoy
the Red Lobster and week-end with Mom
(there goes my inheritence I tell you, spent on the Godsons, poof, gone)
haha
and

Meanwhile the week has been filled to the rim
with much happening and doing all across the lands.
Lily and her tribe out there are sooo funny
and
they are out of that den and just exploring to their hearts content,
boy those little ones can make some noise
often startling the 4 leggeds here making them bolt out of their beds and bark while running half way around the pool before realizing it is
HOPE and the siblings!
Visit them for a minute
you will be captivated.
We could learn so much from
the North American Black Bear
if we would only watch
and put it to practice in our lives!!

I am preparing for KS, and so hoping to see
Oz,
but I know that I will get to see those there at
Comfort Keepers KS who are celebrating
10 years of taking care of their own
their as they provide care for those
in the community
Congratulations Stephen Bright and Linda
for all you are doing for the community!
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AND
Out there in Wounded Knee South Dakota
where friends
Jane and Walter LittleMoon
are living
I was able to have a
phone call with Jane
after over 20 years
and as we talked
it seemed there had been no distance
and we talked for over 155 minutes
and
we laughed, drank coffee together, and
I cried and felt the sorrow on a level that suprised even me
as she told me stories of
Walter and his friends there
who had endured the tortures of
the
Indian Boarding Schools
as
now a grown man who
is also a Veteran of the Military
has come eye to eye
with that torture he suffered as a child
now that we can diagnose and know to be
 

COMPLEX-POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER

JANE and I talked for so long, we caught up
friends from so long ago.
Their book
"They called Me Uncivilized"
is now "required reading" at a couple of Universities.
They Called Me Uncivilized: The Memoir of an Everyday Lakota Man from Wounded Knee
We are now trading book for book.
I can tell you all this much I know:
I am honored to call
Walter LittleMoon my friend;
and to tell you
he is NOT uncivilized, nor has he ever been.
He is a man of great honor, of spirit that has been badly badly bent his lifetime,
BUT
I can remember him sitting at my table in Arlington VA, and us laughing, and of him standing beside me,
 (OH MY is he one tall Indian)
AND
he sure can make some delicious
Fry Bread
and
I can tell you this
He is a Proud Lakota Man
a Man
 I am continually amazed by.
AS for Jane?
She is perhaps one of the most passionate women I have ever met,
and funny as hell (and ok, maybe there have been times we've sat around the table and laughed so hard it was a tad uncivilized but nothing for the govt to clame as such)
AND
I always knew in my heart
she would walk beside Walter
as I knew
just because I knew they were to be together.
AND
how crazy is that?
From Greenwich CT to Wounded Knee
so,
there you go.
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AND
during all of this
Sissy Two Wolves
out there in South Dakota has been as sick as sick can be with some kind of bug that will not let go of her,
and
meanwhile
the Spider' Web
has of course reached out and connected
she and Jane and Walter
of our connections
as
she is
in Custer which is a few short hours
from Wounded Knee!
AND
so
during all of this
(stay with me here)
I am hearing daily updates from our friends
EE and son CJ
who have travelled like settlers of old from one side of the mountains of Colorado
to the other
in search of their dream
and to be in the vast wilderness
but
also within driving distance to a better and complete Cancer Center of Denver.
They are now
in Rio Cucharas Inn
where they have re--discovered old friends
the Innkeeper, Leroy and stafff
and
embraced as "family" there
as they go day by day looking for that place with land
to call "home"
and
I cannot help but wonder
"how is it all of this in the same week"
such excitement, such UPS and Downs
of
friends across the states.
Friends making their
"dreams become realities"
It reads like a western movie out there in Colorado and here is that link:

Now I realize you may have to read this more than once today,
but
also
during all of this
on
WEDNESDAY
my girl Olivia
took the soccer field
after having broken her ankle in two places when the season started last year... that led to a damaged growth plate, >>>
which
led to both growth plates having to be
"bored through" killing both
in a surgery that turned out to be
a traumatic experience for both
Olivia and Joan
(which the experts at Johns Hopkins said Olivia would never remember)
BUT
brilliant ones, YOU WERE WRONG ON THAT
and
now both are traumatized
and
The Nana is
well how shall we say this
....
OK, I'll say it, The Nana, is
HOT ABOUT IT STILL.

BUT
Olivia on Wednesday
now healed
thanks to
the recovery time spent with
her great mama and her super Nana
and
a healing ceremony by
Kelly Two Wolves by phone
OUR OLIVIA TOOK THAT FIELD
AND
RAN LIKE A PONY IN THE WIND
AND
KICKED PUNTED THAT PALL HALF WAY ACROSS THE FIELD SHE DID
AND
SAYS, "NANA IT WAS AWESOME, TELL EVERYONE THANKS FOR THINKIN OF ME, AND NANA, THE WARRIOR WAS THERE, I FELT IT"
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So, there ya go.
AND
then I hear from cuz in Virginia
that she passed her recent certifications for her work up there at Highland Ridge!!
Congrats Angie, you best get a new pair of shades for your eyes Warrior as I believe the future is so bright for you that they will be needed!
STOMP

Mean while, did i tell you the little four leggeds are doing a pitiful job where Mom left off?
No beds made, no dishes no vacuuming and no mopping of floors???
MOMMMM
so,
when Mom had her last weekend,
and
we all know Mom is
COB
We had time with dear friends Laura and Mitch.
Well now
they have a 2 year old grandson
named
BEN
and when Ben met
COB/MOM
he looked her in the eye
and said this:

"Hi COB, HOW U DOIN" and I thought my Mom and I would just lay down and die laughing!
BUT
of course unless you knew what COB for mom was her now "nickname" known across the land, you would not think this as funny!
AND
during this
did I mention, my dear friend in Northern VA
popps up on chat with this question,
"I'm going to the church tonight where they channel dead people, what question should I ask"

ONLY my life this week would have such fun!!!

Oh yes, also I am getting to go to Missoula and Billings in May, and of course it is via Denver
then to Missoula where then you drive 200 miles to get to Billings and then 175 to get to the next place!!!
haha
ah, just what the week needed






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and THEN
the week ends with
the
Beloved
Elizabeth Taylore dying peacefully with her children present.
Being late to her funeral
but
early enough to keep those village idiots and their signs away,
such a class act
our
Elizabeth Taylor.

Now I've brought you up to speed here
and the roller coaster of life
in Florida,
topped off last night by opening the front door to Christmas with packages there to open!
ONE: a box of dark chocalate candy Mrs See's
with this card attached:
"while I was there I ate your whole box, so I got you some! Love MOM"
oh no, I thought the sin had been removed!
Thanks Mom!!!
BOX 2
the card reads
"Happy Late St Patricks Day
I'm a bit late in the baking of my soda bread, Love you Eileen"
and there it was
oh my does it smell wonderful and is it heavy and fresh
Eileen's homemade IRISH SODA BREAD
which DLB immediately grabbed and ran to the kitchen with!!!
Bet I know what is for dinner tonight!
my coffee needs a refill before I go in search
of
that Eagle I think is now residing in the trees
of the property behind me.
I am so excited I can barely contain myself!!!

Hope the wagon trail and property search in Colorado is going well today,
that Chris in NY is getting great results up there as she spoils the family while being a bit "cold",
that Walter and Jane are doing great things in the chill of Wounded Knee and holding the little ones there tightly, then set them free to fly out,
that two wolves will soon be well, it is past time to feel good and for spring to come to you,
and that Irene of this page is healing her recent losses by embracing each day tightly and blowing bubbles...


So,
with all that is happening here,
HOW WAS YOUR WEEK?

DLB came home with the icing on the cake as she said one of her employees walked by yesterday wearing a "I'm allergic" sticker.
As DLB thought it serious she took a closer look only then to realize
this employee had carefully written
each and everyone's name on the little sticker
and
was wearing it on her chest!!!
AND yes, it included "DLB"
NOW THAT IS FUNNY and CREATIVE
her symptoms when asked>fever!@!!
hahaha

SO, now u know, it's been a week


the fire is burning brightly, its embers are hot. thoughts on the winds to all who enter here.
Walk In Beauty,
DRSES
author of
Healing Heartaches Stories of Loss and Life

visit
she has just finished some beautiful painted feathers!